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I dreamed there was a word that everybody heard all around the world. I wish I could remember what the word was. It was something along the lines of "quarter," or "oil." As a result, something was happening in the middle east, and there was gonna be a big football game. Later on I found out the game wasn't that big or important. It was just one of a series of games to get to whatever playoffs came later, and the oil team, or the oilers? maybe?

3 Parties

I dreamed that I lived in a hotel, or a hotel-like place, and every night I came home, there would be a party. In the first part of the dream, it was K and N giving the party, and they always served wine in the downstairs basement-like room. It's more like, there were 2 rooms, an upstairs and a downstairs. In the dream, although I knew you were supposed to only have 1 glass of wine per night, I would usually sneak additional glasses, hoping I would not get caught.

In the next part of the dream, it was my training director who was throwing the party. There may have been wine at this one, too; I'm not sure. But, in this case, there were these yummy, chocolatey desserts being served in that downstairs room. There were rich, dark, chocolatey brownies with nuts on them, and there were donuts, and cupcakes. I wanted to take many desserts, but there was this creepy little man, monopolizing the left side of the desert counter. He had this odd, unhappy expression on his face, and I was self-conscious about taking too many desserts with him around. Even though I wanted every single one. So, I took, what at first looked like a giant donut, but it turned out they were half-donuts. All of them were half-donuts; that was how they were made. I took 1 or 2 other things, and I really wanted a cupcake with chocolate frosting and little confetti sprinkles on it. But, I didn't take one cuz the man was watching.

In the next part of the dream, K and N got me a dog for Christmas. It was supposed to be a long haired Jack Russell Terrier, but it was about 2x as big as one would be in real life. I thought, that's great, but at the same time was upset because I have kitties. But in the dream, I only had Miss Daisy. I felt like something was missing cuz I only had one cat. A lady with the same kind of dog (on a leash; the dog was there); told me I could put both the cat and a dog on leashes and let them get close enuff to smell each other, but not bite each other, and see if they start to get along. I remembered thinking, okay I'll try it, but feeling a "yes-buttish" kind of response in my head.

Then, finally, I was living in a hotel, but it was a little different than in the first parts of the dream. This time there were nightly parties that K and N held at the place I lived. In this case, they served Immodium AD because, in the dream, it had alcohol in it, sort of the way cough syrup does. I went into the bathroom, which I think had blue carpet, and I started pouring teaspoonfulls of Immodium AD, one after the next, after the next, all the while realizing, man, I'm acting like an addict, and wondering how it would be after nightly usage like this, to stop using it. Would I get diahrrea? Maybe.

Upside Down Peach Cobbler

I dreamed D put a couch and something else of mine in the woods (I'm not sure where the woods were), and it was in order to make sure it didn't get all wet and muddy, the feet of it. I had to move it eventually, in order to do a music show, I think it was. I think one of the things turned into an SUV. I'd made a peach cobbler, but my mom told me it was upside down. It was more like a pie, and M said the top crust is dry. Or doughy. She put peaches on top to make it less dry. There was a store that had a basement in it, or a downstairs floor. It had 2 internet computers, and I realized I was spending big chunks of Saturdays there on their computers, and although no one was ever waiting for the computers, I was afraid they'd eventually notice and get mad at me. My ex-boyfriend, G, was gonna be on-line all day Saturday, and I told him I could communicate with him on-line that day. I was wearing things on my head that I wouldn't ordinarily wear. I think the chairs had something orange involved with them, and something music-wise was coming up. It's like, having to move the stuff in the woods, which had something to do with the next-door neighbors (was their house an alternate site for it?) was something where, yes, it's in preparation for something big and good (a music show), but I also felt sort of retarded in some way.

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Separated Cats

I dreamed it was Christmas, and people were celebrating in this underground cavern, that was sorta like something rabbits would live in. I ended up, I think, on Denbigh green at BMC, and K and R were there. It was snowing, but rather than snowflakes, it was snowballs falling down. Very small ones, and they got gradually bigger and bigger. There ended up being one about a foot in diameter (or 3 feet?) and I ran to get the camera to take a picture of it. I think R was holding it. It had melted some by the time I got there.

My 2 cats were in this room or house or something, and Merg was there. I dunno why, but I had to separate my cats from Merg, and I think it had something to do with alcoholism. I was afraid Merg had bad intentions and would harm them. So I tossed him out the door. But he landed funny on his back left leg, and I knew he'd broken it. He meowed at me in distress, and I was so upset and sad and guilty about hurting him. I picked him up as gently as possible and showed him to the rest of my family. They didn't seem concerned. M said the vet was closed the next day (it was night at the time), but maybe another vet would be open. I didn't know why they didn't care that much.

3 Nuns/Hookers - Front and Center

I dreamed there was a big road, and I think it was round, like a circle, but it was hilly. Someone said there was a car sitting in the middle of the road a ways back, and it must've been blocking 2 lanes, cuz other cars couldn't get past it. MPH was there, and she was in another recent dream of mine. People were sleeping outside, and they were waiting for something. I think some kind of end-of-the-worldish catastrophe had happened, and that made it so people slept outside, on that road, that square-ish round road.

Then there were 3 hookers, but I keep on wanting to call them 3 nuns. I had done an intake on them, and I think I was collaborating with MPH on the case. I realized one of the hookers had a cut on her wrist the way one would cut one's wrist if attempting suicide. I didn't ask the nun. No, the hooker. I didn't ask the hooker about the cut on the wrist, and I regretted it, cuz it could've been a suicide attempt. It's not a good thing to not ask about that stuff in the mental health profession.

Then, later, I was with C, and things were like they are in real life. I told him about the 3 hookers, but at this point, I was one of the 3 hookers. Or, maybe I was in the same group as the 3 hookers, so I'm not sure if it was 3 of us (me being a hooker) or 4 of us (me + 3 hookers). I guess I was talking about being suicidal, and I guess I was being direct about it. C said that we've discussed it in the past, but in this case, the way I'm talking about it now, we have to put it "front and center." We have to make suicide a priority thing to discuss.

Construction Zone

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I dreamed I was walking on Ocean Avenue, in San Francisco, and I glanced at the sign for Victoria Street, which is perpendicular to Ocean Avenue. I didn't want to look all the way at the houses on Victoria Street, cuz it's where my grandparents' house used to be, and I didn't want to see the monstrosity that replaced it when it got knocked down. Then, later in the dream, I was on Victoria Street, or about to enter the area right in front of where my grandparents' house used to be. You sort of had to go through a porthole or a doorway or something. There was an area that was made up of houses, and there was a ceiling that the houses sort of held up (as if the houses were the legs of a table and the ceiling was the table top). It was made of these rough big flat boards. So, there was Mrs. Palmer's house, and right next to it was a house made of the same rough wood as the ceiling (where my GP's house used to be). I couldn't even tell if it was an actual house or if it was just the wood from the ceiling part. It was sort of like a scaffolding, that ceiling, as if it were a construction zone, and it was as if the whole thing was indoors cuz you couldn't see the sky.

Me and some other person were, I think, the founding members of some professional something or other. It may have been something in the way of movies or television or something. It ended up that me and that person were working these menial jobs, while 2 other people, who were less important than us, were still working in that fairly prestigious organization. I was waking up as one of them was saying that it doesn't seem right that me and the other person weren't still working there and didn't still have white collar jobs.

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